I actually like every single Vamps song ive heard
today i felt two types of aches.
the first reminded me of loss.
the second reminded me of love.
the former stained my cheeks with mascara and salty tears.
the latter brought light to my eyes and hope to my heart.
the first was a dull ache.
stemming from the death of a loved one who died on this day 5 years ago who I still miss.
the second was a warm overwhelming swelling which filled my chest when I saw my laptop screen light with the smile of a ex lover who I still love.
i love her even though she’s not here
he’s not here even though I love him.
if I wasn’t muslim I would be dead right now